Been so bussssssssssy lately...fiuh T.T, that i haven`t made the continuation of my last red tour 2014 trip or my japan trip as i promised i would do in my last post before.. Well....
You know, they said that once you finished up your whole obligatory education level (as it is min 12 years of study), that`s the moment that you`d feel yourself lost of what to do next. And that`s exactly what`s happening to me right now.
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak
Just remembered back then, when i was in my third year of high school when you had to prepare for university test and also decide which university and what major you would take. Honestly i didn`t have any real preference. I was thinking to take japanese literature at first when my dad and people around me keep saying something like, "what job will you get if you study that?" and yeah that thought just went away. And well, yeah i chose accounting because i took social major and most of my friends chose accounting or management and since i`m not interested in science or to be a doctor, architect or something like that, and i don`t mind with accounting subject at school, i mean i`m fine with studying accounting and well............................guess you can`t turn back time, right? haha! But i really don`t have any regret about choosing that major and uni as i find many friends, and few of them become my best friends for life. :)
(will continue tomorrow or later for sure, its already 2.40 AM and i`m so sleepy my eyes can barely stay opened. feel dizzy.. i have a lot of work to do tomorrow)